I'm watching Baby's Day Out and was reminded of an old friend, Barnthebarn.

If Barnthebarn does read this, I hope that he will contact me. I miss him terribly and want him to know that I truly (remember that?) regret everything. I still care about him and have never stopped loving him.
He needs to know that the things that went on after we separated were not my doing.
I want him to know that I have changed. I have my own flat. I have Bea back. I'm starting my dream job soon.
I wouldn't change the past, but I have put everything behind me and I would do anything to have him back in my life, even if only as a friend.
I hope that he is happy in whatever he is doing.

I love him billions of Mumbles.

JK: I never got the opportunity to tell you how lovely it was to meet you at the premier of Me, Me, Me. It's a memory that I cherish.